STRANGER

Do you see the girl in the picture? That's me. I may be full of smiles, but behind my smiles, you don't know that they are all actually full of sorrows, troubles and disappointments. I act like nothing is wrong with me, but whenever I come back home to my room, I'm on the verge of breaking down. Nobody knows.

I'm just like every other living creature; longing for the warm and familiar touch of another whom you can always run back to and call him/her yours. I just want someone to yearn for me and love me. I'm left here all alone, nobody to hold, nobody would want their arms around me, nobody's there. I want someone I can call him mine and fall into his arms and know he is forever there for me. At times, I yearn for him but I don't have him anymore.

So many disappointments, I feel like crying these few nights. This ain't me, I'll get through this, alone.