STRANGER

Sometimes I wonder: was I even meant to born in this world. Everything always turns out not the way it will turn out to be. My parents loves each other more than they love me, then why bother going through so much when you two don't even care whether I am dead or not, I know you can't live without each other but can live without me around, I doubt you guys care. Sometimes I wonder why am I in this world in the first place when I am so lost here, and I feel like an alien living on this planet of mine. I wish I could just walk away and go out and live on my own, at least there's no one to hurt me etc but only myself, I'll depend on my own. I realized I'm actually on my own, I feel so out of place even in this house full of people. I've gotta be strong! I'm on my own then.