STRANGER

I am a pretty old fashioned girl.
I like to have dates the old fashioned way. I like someone to come and fetch me from my door step and kiss me goodnight at my doorstep, before we separate our ways. I like hand written letters with heartfelt words and lots of thoughts in it instead of just texts or even emails. I don't want flowers though, I want hand made things. I would like somebody to date me first before asking me to be in a official relationship. I would like him to make the first moves, if not then I find that it's not worth it. I like surprises even if I want to know about them so badly. I don't want to rush into things, but take day by day together as it comes, naturally. I just want someone I can spend my whole life with without feeling bored, and with someone that I can trust and be myself and known each other for such a long time even if we just met, and I would want to look forward to everyday seeing him without feeling regret or boredom, but with every touch, every kiss, everything just surprises me, like everyday was the first time.

However, I don't want to waste my time on somebody that doesn't treat me seriously, but just a plaything. That is why I have never put myself out there yet, I wait for the right one, the one to sweep me off my feet and the one who dares to really make me feel my worth by fighting for me. I don't want love to based on looks and just infatuation, but just real true love. I want everything to feel special, like every time I see him, my heart will feel like its pounding out of my chest, and I would just want to run into his arms, and he always make me the smile the widest smile, and lie on his shoulders, and just cuddle without sex, and every kiss I would feel a spark. Everything just has to make me feel happy. He has to love me for who I am.

Sadly, I have not yet found one yet. I will, soon, God has his way of making people wait for the good things by making them appear in your life when the time is right. I will wait, I know he is out there somewhere, preferably someone who is buff and has blue eyes, and just my type of guy I've been looking for. I believe in fate, and karma. So, actually karma is the way it is, for nice people like me, I don't do any evil back, but just let the world has it's own ways of doing it. I don't wish any ill on anyone. Just happy thoughts.

"Someone real. Someone who never has to pretend, and who I never have to pretend around. Someone who’s smart, but knows how to laugh at himself. Someone who would listen to a symphony and start to cry, because he understands that music can be too big for words. Someone who knows me better than I know myself. Someone I want to talk to first thing in the morning and last thing at night. Someone I feel like I’ve known my whole life, even if I haven’t."