STRANGER

So this is the end of you and meWe had a good run and I'm setting you freeTo do as you want, to do as you pleaseWithout me

This song got me thinking alot, and it coincidentally I found this song not long before I see you again. guys are such a pain in the ass cos I can never ever figure you out. You still like me but during the liking me, you went and got into relationships with so many girls, how do you expect me to feel, that is why I didn't give my heart to you when I first you, I kept it all to myself, I will never let you destroy me. If only you tried and gave it a try, you might not have regretted and just chose the second place, I know I mad you insecure about your feelings about me but I thought you would at least try to chase me. If not, something good could've happened between us instead of just you looking me with that gaze that I am so familiar with, that feels like home, but I can't help notice that you are with another girl, and living together, bound to get married anytime. Thus, you blew it, you lost the chance, don't look at me that way anymore, please. I don't want anymore of this, whenever you look at me like that, all the unwanted memories come flooding back in my mind, that I feel like crying each time reminiscing about them.
I don't want to catch you staring at me like that with your girlfriend just right beside you. I don't want any of it to be just a dream, I want you to be real and act like a man, but you never do. Then why don't you try? I'm not giving you anymore second chances. I can be happy with you, but I don't think I will be happy forever. I can't even figure it out, the way you look at me, everything is really stuck in my mind, it can't be erased, for three years now. Why! I want it all to be gone, cos I know nothing will happen between us. Nothing. However, I still know you still have feelings for me, but you are with someone else, it is definitely unacceptable. Nothing will change, we are here now, the way we are, we choose our own destiny. I regretted ignoring you, if only, maybe you knew how I felt about you the same, you would at least do more. So, stop looking at me that way, stop it please.