Monday, August 01, 2011 +
These days, I have been so pissed off lately, and mostly I don't get angry. What's happening to me? I am not having my period neither am I on any medication.I don't get angry easily, so unless you are really pissing me off because you have reached the limits that I have set, so I would be angry. So many shitass stuffz happened, but on brighter note, my life now indeed is so much more enjoyable.
I think I like him, but sometimes i don't think I do. I like him, but I don't. I like him? Maybe? Possibly just an infatuation Because sometimes I do think about him, but sometimes I don't even do. I am happy to see him, but it's like sometimes I won't have any trace pf thought of anything to do with him. I believe I am a hopeless romantic but I do not know a thing about love, but I do know what is the feeling of being in like with someone. I also believe I will not do so much and change myself just for a guy, but I will take time to adjust, I know I would not give up my friends and family just for him, and I would spend my life with my friends more, and neglect him, unless he proves himself. Wow, any guy would be considered really unlucky to be in love/like with a girl like me, unless he doesn't mind cos he loves me too much. I just need a guy to love me the way i am, and not try to change me so much. I am such a difficult girl for a guy to love, I think I am better off being alone with my dogs and cats when I grow old. Hahahah I wish I can live with my friends and overseas, yes soon. And find some rich, lovable, blue-eyed, hot, cute, 6packed and not-so-hairy caucasian dude. P.S. I still don't know whether I like him or not, but I think I am falling abit harder for him. However, I am trying to not fall into a trap.
Sometimes you think some people in your life can be good for you but only when you realize that when they leave, your life turned out so much better than you had thought God has planned for you. Well, I am one of those moments. :D I am having so much fun with my friends that I am so contented but yet so sad that we are changing classes soon. It's so heart-wrenching. I have been going town, and I feel like I am gonna be a town kid soon. It's so cool and awesome. It's so great to have friends like those friends I am having now, not fake but really appreciate. I really appreciate them a lot, and I am very glad they walked into my life.
Life has been wonderful to me even though I got a D for programming, what a shock! Tomorrow is programming! Wish me luck! I am totally clueless. OH my.
Actually, I can't forget you even though it is only a year ago. I need you and want you by my side at times when I thought that I was over you but you still linger around, so you made me so uncertain. Why must I like you so much, when I thought I was already far gone from where I was a year ago. I have the urge to text and call me, but I have to resist.
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