STRANGER

Today, and so many times before, I took my dusty yellow journal out and look at the cover of it, and wondered about so much that I could write in the journal. Then I opened up the journal and clicked on my ink pen and started writing a sentence that I could remember from my thoughts. I wrote only a sentence and I closed the book and thought more. Thinking has got the best of me, I wondered when am I able to stop thinking before and write in my journal instead. I would think of scenarios and think so thoroughly of what I want to write in my journal, but when I opened my journal and start writing, these thoughts seem to vanish and create chaos in my mind. This is why my journal writing attempts always fail, for years now, and I think the best solution is writing it on my own online diary instead, here, now.