STRANGER

I don't think that life could be this fragile, and lonely. It should be more than happy, like a glimpse of something to look forward to everyday. I should be happy today that no one is at home to nag at me or restrict me, but I am not, I am no even happy but I am quite sad however, I still look forward to tomorrow and the day after. I was supposed to go drinking today, but my mood killed me, and I have to control myself, and prioritize and not get out of hand. Not having so much money also stopped me from getting out of hand today, even though there's part of me that wants to go out and party like there's no tomorrow, but there's also another stronger part of me that wants to stay home and just cuddle into my bed and cry myself to sleep. However, I ain't so stupid to do them but just be happy. :) I just need someone there for me when I am sad or need someone just.