Thursday, June 30, 2011 +
It's shocking to read through the latest archives which is so damn long ago, and realized that so much has changed, indeed so much. I have lost a best friend, gained so many good ones in return, had teary nights, but so much of warm smiles and laughs, so much anxiety, but comfort after. However, there's always that few best friends that you would never ever grow apart no matter how long you don't talk or meet, but yet it seems like nothing changed when you and them met up and chit chat and laugh so loud like we don't give any fucks about the rest of the world. These are definitely called true friends, that never left your side, ever.
This could be just a post about me saying how much I love my life now, well, they are all true, but as life goes on, there are surely bound to be hardships but I am able to pull through them.
I feel foolish that I cried today about not going to school, I can't help it that it's troubling me that my parents are going to be overseas on saturday and coming back after a week or so. I am overthinking that something unhappy might dusk upon them, hence overthinking does lead to negative thoughts and you can never imagine how wild my imagination is. I am able to create dark shadows and the brightest of light that no one sees, today my mind took over me and has a mind of it's own.
Lucky, I've learnt to be strong and not afraid to open myself up to people, and at times if I am lonely or in need, I know who to look for. <3 :)
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