Saturday, July 11, 2009 +
I've been pretty moody in schl th last couple of days. I apologise for th moodswings. I tried to put on a fake smile, but unfortunately I showed them out unexpectedly. There are some things happening that I dont think my friends know what is going on with me. I dont think they saw through my act, but I would rly hope they are concerned. I feel paranoid of what is happening at home that I cant stand it and broke down crying. I know I kept it all inside, trying not to let anyone worry. I hope its gets over soon. I'll still put on a smile. (: Pretty dramatic huh haha but that is whats going on with me now. There are many more I wna vent out, but its harder to put it in words.I just had N Level oral two days ago. It was pretty nerve wrecking waiting for your turn. My heart thumped like nobody's business. But as I sat on th chair infront of th examiner, a sense of relaxation came to me and I wasnt nervous anymore. I remembered that Picture Discussion wasnt rly that gd but I'm happy for my passage. When it was convo, I'm quite embarassed that I spoke to them like friends instead of examiners haha. It was yes weird. But I managed to survive this round of oral, there is still MT. I am even more nervous when its just schl orals. I'll be rly glad if I get at least a pass, it is enough for me. After oral, we decided to waste our tym so we do not have to go to PE. Went up to th Indoor Stadium, its rly steep. Waited for Grace then it was Subway with Grace, Clar and Amanda.
Ystd stayed back for extra Lit lesson but skipped Hist instead. It was a rly rly boring day, but it passed quickly. Ate chocolate cake, yumzzz. Waited for Mille under her block then bused to Ehub then walked home. It was a pretty relaxed day. I'm becoming fat, I ate Noodles when I got home agn. Aftermath, I'm super bloated.
Today I'm staying home revising up Hist and SS. Because next Wednesday is Prep. Super fast and we are all looking forward to next Saturday hurray! HP6, Here we come haha. Anw needa stay back for quite alot of extra lessons after schl next week. I needa put my act tgt, so I'm trying to study but it gets me restless. I'll try my best and move on to Sec5! (:
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